Sunday, December 20, 2009
A Fight Back (I sincerely wish)
Life in the Complexity
This is true for many, many people. Religion, beliefs, philosophy, even science, all were created and are practiced in a search for clarity. Humans strive for it. Very few are content with the simplicities that we all possess. We want to know more, to understand more, to find the clarity.
I myself am very much a part of this. My whole life has been in search of clarity. I am constantly looking for understanding and growth. I am not trying to say this is a bad thing, in fact, I think it is a positive thing. I am just relaying how it is in my world.
While, at this point in my life, I feel more grounded, more sure, more clear on who I am in in certain aspects, the more I grow and the more questions I answer about myself, the more new questions pop up.
Recently, I have taken this too hard and have been consumed with thoughts like "maybe there is no answer," "maybe I can't find myself," "maybe there isn't anything to find," and "why do I even try?" Complexity was always the enemy, and clarity the goal.
I have stopped these thoughts. Complexity is as much a part of my life as the clarity. Finding who I am is as much a search for my complexities as it is for my truths. I will always keep trying to find myself, keep trying to understand things and grow. But I will not ignore and challenge the complexities to do this. I will bask in them, and let them help me find what I want.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
The Orientation of it All
Friday, December 18, 2009
Horoscopage
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
The Beach!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
PIGGIES! - A Life Update
World Aids Day (RED)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
I am going to get a Tea Cup Pig
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Gentle Thanksgiving
For the Animals
Abusing and killing an innocent bird betrays the life-affirming spirit of giving thanks for our life, health, and happiness. The nearly 300 million turkeys killed each year in the U.S. spend their entire lives crammed in large sheds with little room to move. Artificially inseminated and selectively bred to gain enormous amounts of weight, they suffer heart attacks, broken limbs, lameness, and death from their genetically-induced accelerated growth rate. Most of these same conditions apply to "free range" turkeys.
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For Your Health
Turkey flesh is loaded with cholesterol and saturated fats, which have been linked conclusively with an elevated risk of heart disease, stroke, cancer, diabetes, and other chronic diseases that kill 1.3 million Americans annually. Turkey flesh is also contaminated with deadly pathogens and antibiotics.
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For the Globe
In addition to threatening personal health, factory farming is a global problem. Much of the 10 billion pounds of manure generated by 7,300 turkey farms in 33 states ends up in our drinking water. Grain fed to turkeys is denied to millions of starving people in the world's most impoverished nations.
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Just think about how little you need to give up and how much they will gain. One meal for a life. I don't think that is a fair trade.
My heart goes out to all the Turkeys who have lost their lives for this bloody holiday. <3
*Important Changes*
Saturday, November 21, 2009
John Mayer - Battle Studies
Friday, November 20, 2009
Life Update
Monday, November 16, 2009
Loss & Abandonment
Useless Desires by Patty Griffin
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Pic of Love (I)
Saturday, November 14, 2009
The PronounMe Universe
Friday, November 13, 2009
Inner Thought
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Similarity vs. Conformity
Clarity Disrupted
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
The Way to Happiness (Repost!)
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Monday, November 9, 2009
Notice the change?
On that note... the final change in my master plan is now underway! I have changed all of my online presence names (from the variety that they were) to PronounMe.
PronounMe comes from the fact that the only pronoun that I truly represent is me. The only person I truly represent is me. Nothing else. While I may identify and use other pronouns, the only true on is "me." Really for anyone. This is the message I am trying to spread: Be Yourself. So yes, that is my new name. My Twitter and Blog have both been updated completely (hopefully you noticed) and now I am creating a new and updated YouTube channel to be synced in. This is taking a little longer, sorry for that.
My new channel is up!
* http://www.youtube.com/user/ProunounMe91 *
Make sure to go THERE and subscribe and view. Discard the Voycon channel (it will be deleted shortly). PronounMe Channel does not have any videos up at the moment (as uploading takes a bit) but I will get them all up soon. All old ones will be there as well as some new!
In the mean time, posts to this blog containing vlog posts will not work. Sorry for this also. As soon as I get all the vids up again I will repost all of these.
Thanks! And I appreciate you hanging in there while I work through all this.
Luv you all!
*Blog Exclusive* - Support vs. Protection: Dealing with Hate
My New Purse
Sunday, November 8, 2009
The True Meaning of Diversity
So this is one of those true blog random thought moments. But an event happened today that really made me think and angered me to say the least.
As I was walking on campus today (as most of my stories now start) there was a small rally of people talking about diversity (at least from what I could tell). The majority of them were not caucasian. As I walked though them I heard one of them say:
“What the hell does a white man know about diversity?”
The statement was not directed at me, but just something a few of the people there were talking about. I just kept walking, but as I went back to my car I thought about his statement and my anger grew.
I know very well that as a white male I am fairly high on our society’s chain. Caucasians are very much in a better spot and males are too. This is another thing that has always irked me about society, but that is not the meaning of this post. Through society’s warped ways people are placed into boxes based on different aspects of themselves, and then these boxes are placed in order of importance on society’s shelf. Not a pleasant way of it; but that is how society operates; for now.
So even though some of the boxes I am placed in are high up (like being male and white) there are others that are much lower (very close to the bottom in fact). My sexual orientation and gender expression for example. In many ways I lean more towards the feminine side in my actions, and for that I am put down and sneered at. *This of course also proves the bad rap that women get; but, not to insult women in the least, a man (at least how society defines one) who exhipits more “feminine” qualities is valued a lot less than a women. This is because “feminine” actions are considered inferior to begin with and society has brainwashed everyone to hate a man who shows them.*
But I digress…
I am not even arguing or trying to prove that I am in a worse place than others (such as the people of different ethnicities at the rally today). **Although I will say one thing to that argument: No other minority is denied things by LAW. Just saying.** But when did diversity become only understood by people in a minority situation. Diversity is about difference and unique qualities of people. This can mean ethnicity (as it often is used to mean) but hundreds of other things as well: social economic status, sex, gender expression, sexual orientation, interests, clothing expression, dietary choices, ANYTHING THAT MAKES PEOPLE UNIQUE. Everyone is diverse, because every single person is slightly different. THIS is the true meaning of diversity.
In conclusion, I feel like saying a “white man” knows nothing of diversity is showing a lack of knowledge of the true meaning of diversity. Anyone can know about diversity by just looking into themselves and seeing how they are wonderfully unique.
Sorry that was so long; I have strong feelings on this matter. Let me know what you all think.
Luv
**Careful what you say; ‘cause I hear you, and I WILL write about you!**
My Friends Are Amazing
Recently I have been feeling very down on humanity. On the way they treat each other; on the horrible things they do.
But in the last few days I have been reminded of one thing that makes humans so amazing. And I do not mean everyone by this statement, but only a very select few people. Several of my closest friends are this kind of person.
Shit happens to people. It does. It is one of the worst parts of our society and one of the things I detest about humanity. The things we do to others. While it is horrible, bad things do bring out amazing things in people.
I have recently felt the strongest feelings of pride, respect and sheer love for my friends for the INCREDIBLE strength they show every single day. Whether it is recovering from terrible past experiences or going through present cruelties, they stand strong against it all! And while they struggle they are constantly succeeding; more than they even know.
I am reminded by these people that the bad people in the world truly have no power over us. They cannot bring us down. They cannot force us to change or be unhappy. Because we are stronger; we are better than them.
Anyone and everyone that overcomes the crap people in the world to be stronger, happier, and better people deserve and have my eternal love and respect! I am so proud to know all of you. You inspire me every single day.
*Stay Fabulous!*
Saturday, November 7, 2009
And We're Back!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
It hurts...
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Networking Pictures
Lights - Saviour
Friday, October 16, 2009
3 Pillars of Online-ness
Monday, October 12, 2009
Time for a new Definition.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Sundayness
Thursday, October 1, 2009
October
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
New Music Today!
New Phone
Yep it is true! I finally got the much awaited cell phone upgrade today! After giving my brother my new phone a few months ago (that I only sorta liked anyway) when his phone died, I now finally stole his upgrade to get a new phone that I wanted. Exciting I know! So far, I love it. All five hours of it ;)